Food!

Last month my goal was to make a cake from complete scratch, and it was a complete success! took 3 days and 2 very messed up cakes to get it right but i did it! it was a yellow cake with chocolate frosting. i ended up making two one for julie and one for tim. im so excited that i did a good job. this month ive decided to see if i can make the perfect batch of homemade stuffed mushrooms! ive been craving them ever since mothers day lol so hopefully i get it right.

wish me luck :D

fml

still havent figured out what im doing with the tim dad thing. its really driving me insane and i have no idea how to fix it.. its either i go against dad and change the relationship with them which means going with tim and standing up/proving things wrong with my parents. or i could try to make things easier on mom and dad and try to have tim over to show on a smaller scale that they can trust him before i go two states over. i just want everyone to be happy. im so sick of talking about this and going through these same problems. im just done...

on another note.. i bought mayhem tickets were section 104 CC so were about 30 rows from the stage. i need a concert.. so badly only 100 more days... oh man thats waaaay to far away. well hopefully it'll go sooner then i think. 20 more days till im out of school.

blah.

oh and evy has diaper rash today. joy. and were supposed to go to the park with lisa and the kids but i havent heard from her all morning. bah! its just an all around bad day.

hopes for tomorrow being a happier day.

im kt